I can't judge anyone with addictions. I shouldn't judge anyone at all. But I do find it particularly difficult to judge those who struggle with addictions. I see that behavior so much in my own life. I try and free myself (still haven't learned to give up and just let God handle it), but when things get rough, those are the things I run to. Everything I try and avoid on a normal basis. It's kind of frustrating, but it's like familiar ground to me. It really makes me want to study and understand more so what addictions really are. They have a special kind of hold on the person they influence. It's like comfort. That can't be ok.