in my mind i keep waiting, counting how long it will be before i can talk to you again. i keep thinking to myself, "if i can just wait 2 months, then my whole months not days or weeks comment will be fulfilled, and we can talk again." but maybe the whole point here is that i shouldn't feel like i need to count down. maybe i'll only be ready to re-enter this friendship once my heart is in a place where i don't feel like i have to.