The "big day" is finally here. Well, it doesn't really feel like it's here quite yet since we still haven't been to bed. They're lying down, but I wanted to type a little first. Part of me is really worried. The other part isn't so much. I keep thinking, what if this is it? What if something happens? I can't bear the thought. I'm really going to miss her. Hopefully a month isn't as long as it seems.