It's been an interesting day. Started off bad, then got a little better. Then was AWFUL. Felt like a total failure. Hated myself for a bit. Made some very dramatic internal resolutions. Day got a little better. Then it was amazing. And in the light of not feeling so awful about myself and my decisions, I'm questioning the need for the dramatic-ness of my internal resolutions. But just because things got a little better doesn't mean that I still dont need those steps. Hard decisions. But I think I might need it. But I wonder if this is the right time.
I'm so glad my friends are home :)
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